Update 2 and first previous post

First of all I want to thank all of you for you love, kind words and support.  It's been a roller coaster (and will probably continue to be so) but thus far all is going well and knowing we have so many people in our corner is such a comfort.

This month has been a bit crazy but it's slowing down now so I'll be posting all my previously written posts to catch everyone up on what's been going on.  Below is the first one from the day I found out I was pregnant.



Wow

The title of this post is pretty lame, but it sums up my feelings about now.  I just found out I'm pregnant.  It's the beginning of December.  Wow.  I'm kind of a jumble of emotions right now, but mostly just in shock.  I truly was not expecting this.  At all.  Adam and I had talked a lot about when we would be ready to start trying again.  After much discussion we decided that in November we would stop not trying to get pregnant and just see what happens.  For those of you who know me and my stages of trying to have a baby, we were on Step 2 (Step 1 = Trying to NOT have a baby, Step 2 = Not NOT trying to have baby, Step 3 = Trying to have a baby).  That's all it took apparently.  Who knew Step 2 would ever work for us?  I certainly wasn't expecting it.

I have a doctor's appointment for my yearly exam so it's nice that while it's still early (I'm only around 4-5 weeks right now) I'll be able get all that initial blood work out of the way and most likely start the progesterone again.  We'll see what else to doctor has to say and go from there.

I don't know how things are going to go (like any of us ever do in anything) but for now I'm going to stay in a little disbelief.  I'm happy, don't get me wrong, but it's still a shock.  I never thought it would happen this quickly.  Maybe this is a good sign.  Here's hoping!