Waiting

We were supposed to see the pediatric cardiologist today, but that didn't happen.  They called and we had to reschedule (their tech who does the echocardiograms was out due to a back injury).  So now we're going next Tuesday.

Initially I was frustrated.  I had been waiting and waiting for today to arrive so we might find out something and now there's more waiting.  But I'm trying to stay positive and look on the bright side.  She's only getting bigger which is better to be able to do the echo.  She may not have it.  As long as she's still inside everything is fine.  These are all good things.  So we have to wait a few more days.  In the scheme of things . . . not a big deal.

I had an appointment with my counselor this afternoon which also helped.  Seeing her has helped me a lot and I'm starting to feel more like myself and actually enjoy this pregnancy.  I'm not as anxious as I have been and am more positive.  So while I wish we had more information today, all in all it wasn't a bad day and Tuesday will be here before we know it.